The Hanged Man
I can not believe that it is already March. I feel like time just keeps flying by and life is just passing right before my eyes.
To be honest, this week has been really stressful. But mainly that’s because I am so broke right now and am not even able to afford paying all of my bills. Which is soooooo fucking embarrassing, so I have been in my head all week. I know that everything is temporary, but I am really getting sick and tired of struggling financially.
I’m a hard worker and I absolutely love to work. I have two jobs and have even been working on a website for my first client this past week. Yet I am not really getting scheduled at either of my jobs and I haven’t gotten paid for the website yet because I haven’t finished it yet.
On the bright side though, the guy that I am seeing and I took a spontaneous trip down to Miami this week. It was really nice to just get away from everything and forget about all the responsibility and bullshit that has been going on.
We had a great time in Miami and we are getting more serious, but neither one of us has asked the other one out to officially date yet. I’m sensing in the near future that that will change though.
He’s the first guy that I have been with that takes care of me in the ways that he does. He pushes me to do better and be better, while also making sure that when I’m with him that I am not stressing about money and all of the things that I usually find myself stressing about.
He gives me a sense of security which is so crazy to me because I haven’t had that feeling in someone in such a long time.
We both have similar goals and I am excited to see where life takes us.
Besides that though, since it’s a new month I had done my little tarot reading that I do on the first of every month to see what the theme will be. And for March I got The Hanged Man. According to Biddy Tarot this is The Hanged Man:
“The Hanged Man reminds you that sometimes you have to put everything on hold before you can take the next step, or the Universe will do it on your behalf (and it may not always be at the most convenient time!). You may have heard the saying, ‘What got you here won’t get you there’, and that indeed is at play in this card. The Hanged Man calls you to release the old mental models and behavioural patterns that no longer serve you so you can see your world from a new perspective and embrace new opportunities that would have otherwise been hidden from you if you didn’t hit the brakes.
Here’s the thing. These ‘pauses’ can be voluntary or involuntary. If you’re in tune with your intuition, you’ll start to have a sense for when it’s time to hit the brakes and put things on hold – before things get out of hand. But if you’re out of alignment and oblivious to those intuitive signs, the Universe will probably put things on hold for you, in the form of continued obstacles, ill-health, and breakdowns. When you sense the ‘pause’ coming, pay attention to it; otherwise the Universe will turn up the volume until you can’t ignore it any longer.
When The Hanged Man appears in a Tarot reading, your projects and activities may be coming to an unexpected and abrupt halt. Don’t keep pushing forward, hoping that more force will drive you to where you want to go. Instead, surrender to the opportunity to pause and view it as your chance to reassess and re-evaluate where you are on your path. Something new is emerging, and you won’t be able to see it unless you allow the time and space for it to come through.
The Hanged Man is your invitation to welcome these ‘pauses’ with open arms and surrender to the ‘what is’ – even if it is different from what you expected. Take time away from your routine to connect with a new way of thinking and seeing. Sure, you might have to put important projects on hold while you do this (and it might be super inconvenient) but trust me, it’ll be worth it. This is the Universe’s way of helping you see new perspectives and preparing you for the next uplevelling that is happening in your life. If you push or resist, you will meet more obstacles along the way; instead, ‘allow’ the opportunities to flow smoothly and effortlessly to you.
The Hanged Man can sometimes reflect that you are feeling stuck or restricted in your life. What is holding you in this ‘stuck’ position? What is preventing you from moving forward? On one level, The Hanged Man is asking you to surrender and let go. Instead of investing in specific outcomes or resisting your current circumstances, accept them and allow yourself to flow with life. On another level, you are being called to change your perspective and shift your energy and may find that separating yourself from your everyday life is helpful, whether it’s going for a walk in nature, going on a retreat or moving to a new country. Change up your routine so you can start to shift your energy and flow more freely again.’
This shit really stuck out to me because I feel like I am on the verge of really figuring some shit out in my life. BUT I can’t keep doing the same shit that has gotten me to where I am at today. Because everything that I have been doing can only lead me up to this point and something’s gotta give.
I’m not really sure what the entails, but I am excited to change how I do things this month and to get this ball rolling.
I switched my routine today after having that reading and have been going ham on this website today. I am finally getting to a place where I am excited and feel like it is ready to share with the public.
There’ s just a few things that I want to tweak and then we are going live, baby.
However, it is currently 1:47am and I have to get up at 7:00am hehe. I work both jobs tomorrow so I wanted to at least get a post in since it’s a new month and I haven’t made a post in a minute.
If you’re reading this, thank you thank you thank you. I appreciate you :)
I will see you on the flip side.
Love always, Kyrin. Buenas noches!! <3
