Last Day of November
Yooo what the fuck. I can’t believe we are about to be in the final month of 2024. This year has flow by so fast. This past month my theme was 2 of Wands (Reversed). Meaning that my focus was:
“The Two of Wands reversed encourages you to draw your attention inwards and focus on your personal goals. Consider what is truly important to you and what lights you up. You may have headed in one direction, only to realise it wasn’t in full alignment with your deeper values and purpose. This card invites you to go back to the drawing board and reconnect with your dreams and ambitions, then make the necessary adjustments to your path ahead.
At times, the Two of Wands reversed may indicate that you have a fruitful idea, but lack a clear strategy to move it forward. As a result, you are working haphazardly and inefficiently and not reaching your desired destination as quickly as you would like. As French poet, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, says, “A goal without a plan is just a wish,” so make sure you have a clear plan in place to manifest your goals. Go back to your original intention, and the energy and enthusiasm you felt at the beginning. Let them guide you to the next step.
If you are at a crossroads about which direction to take to fulfil your dreams, ask yourself: What do I really want? And what’s keeping me from getting it? You may have been opting for the easy path, when it is, in fact, the more difficult one that gives us the best opportunity for growth.
Similarly, the reversed Two of Wands can highlight that you are reluctant to step out into unknown territories despite the enormous potential, instead preferring to stick with what you know. You may be ‘the big fish in the small pond’, enjoying the feeling of success in this safe environment. Reconnect with your vision and why you are here and know that you will need to explore new fields to reach your highest level.”
(Source: https://biddytarot.com/tarot-card-meanings/minor-arcana/suit-of-wands/two-of-wands/)
But as this month is coming to a close, I can confidently say that I took this month seriously in regards to the tarot. I relaunched my website and have been reflecting on how I can create the life that I desire because to be honest.. life has been TOUGH.
Not in a pessimistic way, just in a way where I know that I deserve better than this shit so I’m going to do whatever I have to fucking to do get out of it.
The past few years, I’ve been running around in circles, learning, bettering myself, so that I can grow as an artist. That being said though, I don’t have the results that I want, so something that I am doing is not working.
I let my failures dictate my reason for inaction, and because of that, my life reflects that.
I’ve been creating art constantly this past year and have been in a natural flow state, however, marketing myself has been poo poo stinky.
But I have come to realize that I need to take myself more seriously as an artist, because I know what I bring to the friggin’ table. And I’m on my way to mastering my craft. Which means I have to full-send this shit.
So giddy up.
I hope you had a Happy Thanksgiving, and that you’re ready for the holidays.
Thank you for taking the time to read this little update, lets chat soon :)
- Kyrin
